Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Stupid Cupid

Note: My blogging mojo comes only when I'm stressed -_-''' I've got 2 lab reports due on Thursday, CV and cover letter and a long list of questionnaire to complete. But here am I.

Well previously I dedicated a post to my lovely dear, Yen Ru in conjunction to her new-found partner. And to this gorgeous girl,Ah Jiok BB who stumbled into my college life, I just wanna remind you that I’M ABSOFCKINGLUTELY HAPPY FOR YOU.


As for me, my love life’s going deeper down the drain. Reminder: I'm not emo about this. I'm oh-so-glad it is over,believe me!:D

Truth to be told, my relationships have always been a major failure.

My first and only ex dumped me after more than 4-5 freaking years of my teenage life. I was so naïve back then. Despite being a jerk, he was truly nice to me, I don't see the point of bitching anymore since I got over it, but lol, I really think he made the right choice *coughs* Crap,I'm a meanie. Ok lah, he endured my ridiculous tantrums and childish actions and seriously I’ve always wondered if ever there’s another true gentleman like him out there. I thought he was the one, oh wells.

And there comes this guy. He’s the total opposite of me. He’s cocky, I’m modest; he believes only in himself, I believe there’s a Great Guy up above; he can cook, I can’t. In fact, I can only think of one thing we have in common and that’s not even plausible. But we had a funny chemistry, such that we're connected even though we're a galaxy apart. I don’t know what happened, I still don’t. He vanished for God-knows-what-reason. I made myself believe that he’s just like the rest out there; its just the thrill of chase. Again, oh wells.

So here I stand tall and on top of the world. After all, being single is not that bad what, can flirt fling flirt fling flirt flirt fling fling fling fling flirt flirt *throws a sexy wink* OK please don't puke.Aiyah you can always adopt a baby or visit the sperm bank or buy a dildo eat tubs after tubs of ice creams for self-satisfaction.

LOL But Jud’s words kept ringing in my head. “ Vian, I don’t know why.. but among all the girlfriends I’ve met. You always meet jerks loh..! “ So damn true.


For now, Vivian's heart is closed for construction. How ironic.

10 comments:

Alyssa Ng said...

I've been through about the same sort of bumpy love journey. But the worst way for the guy to break up with the girlfriend is by uploading photos and photos of his ex on his friendster. And sadly, the girlfriend was me.

Singlehood for the world, I would often preached and sometimes would even try to brainwash the girlies to do the same. But at the end, the karma goes back to me. So, just let things and time take its course. I still curse the past but then, I look forward too.

In the mean time, welcome to the singles' club. Your membership is worth it for now. Haha..

ViviaN said...

To me,the worst way of breaking up is leaving without saying goodbye,without even a valid reason to believe that it is over.Just one moment the world's a wonderland and then the next you're in hell o.O that reminded me!we never get the chance to sit and talk about our failed relationships.hahahaha!we should,during easter probably ;)nedra said she can do the henna thing!i can't wait!

LOL karma is a bitch. I always make my guy friends promise me that they'll be faithful to their girlfriends but screw that.

cheers to all singles! :D

Anonymous said...

Vivian wo ai ni! =)

Alyssa Ng said...

can do.. hahaha.. it shud be fun. :)

ViviaN said...

chiao,love u too :D

jiok said...

thanks my baobei~
anyway, dun shut de door for ppl to go to ur heart!! if u insist to shut it, at least open a window for it pls..
u deserve a better one!! so open ur heart for someone who deserves ur love~

ViviaN said...

i'm trying my very best BB! ;)

Yen Ru'Ju said...
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Yen Ru'Ju said...

i also ai ni.
HAHA XD
it's alright vian, u still got me! =)
btw, i saw my name.
hehe.
thanks dear.

ViviaN said...

lol,wo ye ai ni ;)
muahsssssss!