denial

I don’t mind it

I don’t mind at all

It’s like you’re the swing set

And I’m the kid that falls

It’s like the way we fight

The times I’ve cried

We come to blows

And every night

The passion’s there

So it’s got to be right

Right?

No I don’t believe you

When you say don’t come around here no more

I won’t remind you

You said we wouldn’t be apart

No I don’t believe you

When you say you don’t need me anymore

So don’t pretend to

Not love me at all

I don’t mind it

I still don’t mind at all

It’s like one of those bad dreams

When you can’t wake up

Looks like you’ve given up

You’ve had enough

But I want more

No I won't stop

'Cause I just know

You’ll come around

Right?

Just don’t stand there and watch me fall

'Cause I, 'cause I still don’t mind at all

I don’t believe you

Pink-I don’t believe you

Drained

My workload’s just too heavy: 4 case studies and 1 lab report, each contributing 40% to my finals, all due on the 30^th. Note: I’ll be away to London from the 26^th-28^th, GREAT.JUST HOW GREAT.

My sleeping pattern doesn’t seem to help either; I’ve been sleeping at 5 a.m. waking up next day's afternoon. It was only yesterday that I realized it’s melatonin at fault. I love hate the sun. He’s screwing my biological clock, turning my world upside down. Sigh.

Oh, I gathered all biomedical scientists all over the world to help me with my case studies. There’s soon-to-be Dr Josh from Miri, Malaysia who helped me diagnose 2 of my patients coz he thought I’m so stressed I’m gonna bunuh diri. You tak sampai hati see I mati hah?so sweet! Lol !ok don’t puke.

Jud the soon-to-be pathologist from Melbourne, Australia came to rescue as well, blah-ed all the details which I needed time to digest.

And there’s Xue Neng, who got possessed coz he confused me by questioning my diagnosis.But all’s well :D

THANK YOU GUYS!

The power of love.

I’m not sure why I cannot upload this video of Dick and Rick Hoyt:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flRvsO8m_KI

Please give it a click and watch the video til the very end.

I cried thrice watching this.

Hope you find it inspiring as well :'| (..still sobbing)