All that's left.

"I watched the clouds drifting away

Still the sun can't warm my face

I know it was destined to go wrong

You were looking for the great escape

To chase your demons away"

Within Temptation - Forgiven

Inspired

As I rummage through old, dusty posts of mine, I’m amazed how things have turned out. Words I’ve said, feelings felt, things done, they all seem long, long time ago.

I used to blog because I take my own sweet time digging out how I really feel; nowadays I just brush it off. Let bygones be bygones, that’s what they say. Am more optimistic towards life? Or is it because I’ve seen through the vanity of the world?

Promise I won’t be gone too long this time :)

With love x

So far so good

Life’s good so far.

I’m in love with this man.

I wouldn’t say my life wasn’t complete without him.

I will never say my life is perfect now with him.

Well lets put it this way, my life now is filled with so much joy&bliss because I have a man who’s willing to do things I command ask just to make me happy.

Like....................

................randomly pose with a cereal box early in the morning.

LOL Love, if you’re reading this- this is for ignoring me the other day when I asked you whether you wanna eat my dead skin cells or not xoxo

Swallow

I miss those happy days. Days, when we were really happy from deep within; when our smiles portray what’s lying beneath. I miss those carefree days, after all the world is still too crazy for us to explore.

Amongst all, I miss being naïve.

Remember we used to fix broken relationships/friendships? We used to write letters to convey messages from our hearts. Some others chose to be involved in a violent way to settle it once and for all. It doesn’t matter which how what, at the end of the day it’s all about expressing discomfort.

But somehow in the process of growing old, we decide to keep things to ourselves. We learn that some things are better left unsaid; some words are meant to be kept.

Don’t you just wish you’ve ingested the never-grow-up pills Santa gave on your 5^th birthday instead?

Life of a loner

Gone are the dissertation days. No more 3 hours-sleep; no more late night binging; no more canned food/instant noodles. 1 more assignment, 2 more exams and then I’m stress free!

I was woken up at 4 am in the morning, nature’s call ah. Ha-ha! And I couldn’t get back to sleep after that so I went for a jog at 6 in the morning, I needed to get some thoughts outta my mind. Too bad I had to come home early, it started to drizzle and the 11˚C wind spin my head right round right round when you go down when you go down down.

There, quayside. I moved so this place’s 10 minutes away from my new nest. The famous river stretching along Newcastle Upon tyne, lovely isn’t it? :) (Note: Pic taken 2 years ago hence the sunset)

Alright peeps, gotta start my 1500-words antibody assignment which is due in less than 24 hours.

xoxo